Loose ends

There's a couple of things loose that I should take care of while I'm doing the same here at home in a physical sense.  I've gotten a bunch of emails with questions, so here goes.

For those of you in touch with me last night and today, I appreciate the concern.  Things did get pretty ugly here, but I am ok.

Regarding this post - Yes, it was last year. Yes, doing what I did was maybe not the wisest choice.  A lot of my behavior was in trying to make sex meaningless, I believe.  If it was some physical need that meant nothing more, than perhaps I wouldn't feel bad about getting it from someone other than my husband.  Or, perhaps I was trying to convince myself I didn't need or want it at all, as he had done.  It was not a good experience and I had to sort out what of that was my expectations, what was really a selfish partner.

David - the FBI agent and I never went beyond the occasional grope.  We did find ourselves in a hotel room once.  I just couldn't do it. That afternoon he removed my outer clothes, and all I was concerned with was keeping on my wig.  I couldn't let someone see me so vulnerable, and that had little to do with my baldness.

So, what else?  I know I'm ignoring at least a few of your questions, but you'll just have to wait for some pieces of information...