I just love being a girl

Okay enough singing. Please excuse the title, dripping with sarcasm.

I'm all for listening to physicians, especially when the decisions are crucial life and death decisions. But, as I wait to see the gyn oncologist with new insurance, I wonder if they were right. I spent the majority of the afternoon rummaging through the house for drugs, which I know came down here. Because anything simple like ibuprofen is not cutting it. This is cry and be curled in a ball pain. Kill people if they piss you off pain. Here's hoping it's just my body re-adjusting to normal female-ness after being tinkered & screwed with for so long.

I know the docs @ home said it might happen. That my body had been hormone suppressed for so long and before that it was over stimulated on hormones, so it has to establish a baseline again.

Even still, it makes me wish I still had my old team on call.

Makes me nervous.